It seems like I have always got a few half-composed blog entries floating around the recesses of my mind (I know, I am WIDE open with that one, so go for it - I can take it!). This one however, is the one I have been facing with a heavy heart and a strong sense of dread.
Some months ago, my family made the decision to reinvent and relocate our business to another part of the state. I was sad, but I knew that our home would not sell right away and that I had some time to enjoy and relish my remaining time in Redding. Time though, has a way of slipping through our fingers and the Summer months have come and gone. Thus the time has come for me to say "GoodBye." Redding looks different somehow, as do the faces of those I leave behind. I feel like I am pausing just a moment or so longer just to enjoy the details that I will miss so much.
As for my practice, physically it has suffered greatly though I feel that it has grown stronger within my heart. Often my desire for practice far outweighs what I am capable of both physically and within the confines of the hectic and erratic schedule this move has created. Then again, it may simply be that I would much rather be practicing than tackling any of the projects or preparations that I have been facing as of late.
While I have come to love the Redding area, it is the people who I will miss the most. I considered making mention by name each person and what it is that I have gained from having practiced with them. It would take a lot of space though, and perhaps it is something I should save for a more personal presentation. Let me summarize though, by saying this:
There is not one person with whom I have practiced that has not enriched my training in some way. From the newest junior to the most seasoned senior, I have gained something from each of you. One would be surprised at how many things I have learned from junior karatekas, even students at their very first class have taught and inspired me. And I am not above taking a good lesson from any junior!
As for my seniors, while I hold you responsible for pushing me harder than I am willing to push myself; I also credit you for helping me to achieve what I have. I once tried to thank one of my instructors, only to be reminded that "One cannot teach without students who come with a willingness to learn". While this is true, I say also "One cannot learn without a teacher who comes with a heart for teaching". Furthermore, while a GOOD Teacher will impart many things during class, a GREAT teacher is one from whom a student learns when they are not consciously teaching. Suffice it to say, I have learned many things both in and beyond our dojo. I thank you for the many extra hours you have selflessly given.
I will miss you all as I prepare to embark on what I am sure will prove to be yet another adventure in my Life - in a new town, in a new dojo. But I cannot forget you because you are all a part of who I am today.
Train Hard Redding Shotokan! Domo Arigato!
